Just been dumped by my GF recently, i have got nothing much to do. No more long phone call, going out on walks so that we can have some personal time which is actually personal. Enjoying coffee on the corner seat at cafe coffee day. Video chatting late night on skype with all lights off, looking at each other only in the glimmer of laptop. thinking about her for long and going through the part of speeches which i wanted to say to her. smsing her about how great she looked, it's time for her to eat her lunch, or ask her to be online.

Things have been great till now. She was really great, carrier oriented, and with a clear vision for her future. I met her and found the same vibes in her as i possess. Even then, sweet things don't last forever, take for example a candy. It's sweet, but finally it melts away, leaving a sour taste when it is gone.

I am down with 18 shots of vodka as I write this. Thanks to the spell check feature, this part is still readable and not in a mess as i am right now..........

i will continue publishing my sufferings as i go through them, right now i am heading to vomit and then have some more vodka (it is on the house today...)